Mon, Jun. 5th, 2006, 12:55 am
ya sat i did a christening here for my nephue and cooked for like 50 people then wrapped up and went to allentown aria to hang out with wulf , formerly das boot, then helped him help busaca do some moving of stuff from the old allentown furrhouse , furhouse no more apparently, just got back here mon am 1:00 goin to bedd in a sec to be up in 5 hours for work ya im tired and crapp
Mon, May. 29th, 2006, 12:26 am
ya had the party everyone seemed to have a good time, good food good drinkage, bonfire action and the like served marinne salmon on the grill this mornin to the ones that camped out that went over verry well too, ya im like ok tired havin my sisters christening here sat not lookin forward to hangin with the fammily there ok but eh i cold take or leave em
Mon, May. 22nd, 2006, 11:41 pm
ya havin another party may 27th for my birthday and memorial day here 1823 castleton rd darlington md 21034 3 pm on till whenever
anyone who wants to come has till friday to let me know, itll be a cookout with bbq dfoggs burgers steak and the like mabee some marinated salmo9n and an open barr should be cool dunno iff ill have buirnabkles or not for a bonfire yet well see hit me back iff yer up for it
Tue, Apr. 11th, 2006, 11:15 pm
ya im doin a party the 6th of may its mex themed with booze email me for info email@example.com maryland
Sat, Feb. 18th, 2006, 11:12 pm
ya lifes ok i guess motley crue last wendsday thanks to canus anubis and martin omalley it was pritty cool im here at home works comin along nicly on the kitchen ill be done it soon so ya its sat night im alone and i havnt been sleeping well latley makes matters worse ive been realy horny and havnt had anyone to play with works goin ok im out of beer a thirty pack lasts a week these days humm time for scotch ya nummy scotch...ok later
Wed, Sep. 28th, 2005, 10:20 pm
ok today my last living grandparent my grandfather cournel walter queen passed away during a unforceeen heart atack while on the or tabele for a simple kidney operation naturaly im bummed in now reporting this rather coherently alone after having been drinking hevily for the past several hours sence three actualy ive trimmed trees today here as well as cleaned uop a bit i think the funerals to be saturdaty in seaford delaware... well njoone was able that i called to come hang out today um ok i guess thats all
Sun, Sep. 4th, 2005, 10:38 pm
king of fools
please dont reply to this one i just need to vent ive been a fool.
a complete and total fool its taken me years to realise it but it came crashing to me like the load of all stupidity this weekend was the pinicle the apex the ultimate rude awakening.
for years i thought people were too bussy or just silly however now i truly realise just how selfish everyone else in my life is from lovers and potential lovers not even returning phone calls to opting for thier friends and fammilys wishes over spending small quantitys of time with me to my fammilys lack of concideration in my conviniences and availability, my being taken for granted my bearing the brunt of spurn on my conciderable patience.
i am defeated usurped and abolished. i am a convinience to others i dont come first nor second nor even third in concideration i come in fith and not from lack of effort.
i dont know why my happyness is not even of concern. i wount go into much detail but i have gone as farr as killing three hours waiting only to be spurned to dropping in and getting ignored in liew of friends company.
two personages of notable worth tome cant even be bothered to call me back when i try to sett up things.
why am i so trivial? im good looking and get compared to orlando bloom on numerous ocassion. why when im intelligent and generous and patient am i repayed with general lack of concern for my feelings time and patience? im smooth well spoken and savy how have i failed? i know not but im through being a facillitator and sex toy. im through being convinient. im spent.i wount give more examples but this has been weekly for years now. im hurt and angry and i cant help but think i must alter myself to prevent this train from continuance.
....fuck....piss shitt fuck....fuck ass shitt fuck cock brown.... ok im better now....
Mon, Jul. 11th, 2005, 10:55 pm
went to ac had a realy good time spent entirely too much money and dont regret a bit of it. course people still felt compelled to bother me on my cellphone all weekend even though i mad it clear ahead of time i was top be very much unavailable. such is life,
made a lot of realy cool new friends, not ever once did anyone upset me. and some of my good friends were most hospitable and put me up in thier room parking prices were a bit of a killer. contrary to popular belief i niether fucked nor was fucked all weekend. i was a good fox. i cant hardly wait till next year only then i think ill threten peoples lives iff they bother me while im away. somehow everyones problems manage to become mine.
im gona try at a party in the near future. but i must see what happens, a friend seemed to realy take an interest in me perhaps ill not be as lonley all the time if that person realy is interested in me tho ill try not to get my hopes up as ive been no stranger to some fair volume of dissappointment in the past tho i think ill not gouge open those old wounds. albieit the suffering bilt some carecter so i supose i do at least have that to be thankfull for.
ive alot of catching up on the chores to do round here i realy need to mow very badly. perhaps tomorrow after work and geting my van out the repair shop. then i must repair cherizes ac and re pipe some gasslines for fred and figure out a drain problem in my parents new home in west virginia. im weary of the line of people i must asist and the invisable line of help on my affairs always too bussy for me but not to bussy to call haa aaaaaaa!
Wed, Jun. 1st, 2005, 12:40 am
horay friday was my b day so that night i went to auction bought some tools and a housejack now i can jack off 15 tons whee! later i went to dinner with the folks and thier retired nun friend mrs cathleen it was nice i ate yummie mussles with garlic butter and draft guinnes yum yum, saturday i roofed the shed then mel and yotie took me to din dins at bombay grill good friends good food happy foxie, then i went sleep on the couch sun morn i went to tea at a nifty place with steven we had tea and scones and wipped cream and lemmon curd it was nict there was a lill old lady and a garden and tons of antiques for sale there it was nifty and we went goodwill then i went home and worked on the shedd till 7 till jens grad party it was nice food beer and nice people then i went home mon i worked on the shedd and stuff got it watter proof and trimmed some stuff installed a window and hung a door still 5 more windows to go and a lot of extirior work before i sett up the workshop insidethats bout it i guess
Tue, May. 10th, 2005, 01:10 am
yay today yay
well i got a good deal on cabinets and used appliences that are now totaly in my way due to the time sencitive nature of thier procurement and ive been storing a friends furniture in my half remodled kitchen so work has screeched to a hault being a nice guy bites me in the ass again! to make issues more difficult till this friend gets a storage lot of some sort ive a matress boxspring recliner and several other items in the van i drive daily like thats not a major inconvinience when thiers matirials to get befor work can begin in earnest gaaa! no more friggin favors! by the way md furrs dont ever loan spectra fox monney it wount ever be repaid ever!im still waitin and its a debt of two years and a sizeable summ,,, anyhoo just diont friggin do it mmmkay?